Ridin' the BIG wave here today. May is a motherfucker of a month here as far as emotions and reality hitting full force.
Sunday was obviously "Mother's Day"....
today is the 8th anniversary of losing my oldest son. He would be 29 now.....
tomorrow is our 38th anniversary.
On some years all 3 days line up in a row..... either way...it's a motherfucker of a roller coaster ride every year.... right up there with birthdays, holidays, and all the rest of those "special" days that twist the fuckin knife.
Some of you guys are probably close to his age. You woulda liked him....he loved to get high...was learning to grow....and was a glass blower...among other things.
It all fucks my head up everyday....but it is what it is. I'd give up everything I have to change it or to be able to go back to the way it was. It's all given me a perspective I didn't want and an experience I relive far too often that no one should have to experience.
I know there are others here who have lost...some have reached out to me. Much respect to all of you.
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I love you my son.