My wish list: I want PP s1's, Alien s1's, Adub s1's and Corey s1's. I will wait until they are all in stock at once and get a 12 pack each. I put $400 aside just for those. I need a replacement for the Lemon Hashplant. Some of my people saying it's too heavy on the lungs.
A shout out to all the folks sending me well wishes. You guys have been really great to each other and the looking out has been surprisingly awesome. I hope this continues here for many years to come and wish Uncle the best in his business
I was so loaded with anxiety for 2 straight weeks I formed a left eyelid twitch. Fucking thing would go off even if someone cut me off on the road. First my car broke. Cost $3k to fix. Money I had to borrow. A week later the thing I dreaded breaking in my house the most busted. It was my central A/C. It was 16 years old and I knew it's day was coming. The dreaded eyelid twitch went off that night and lasted 3 days.
Why would I be nervous over a broken central A/C? Take a good guess. Off course the money was a major issue again. Had to borrow another $4k to replace and install. But you know that's not the reason. I live in the south. I think you get my drift. One little wiff of stink and cya later alligator
I'll make a 5 hour story short and say I'm still here and well. New A/C is installed and really kicking ass compared to the old one. Anxiety levels are down but not totally gone. I know because the eyelid twitch tells me so. DONT PISS ME OFF ON PURPOSE TO MAKE IT TWITCH YOU BASTIDS!! I know you guys
So the money and broken house shit is taken care of. Next is me. More broken stuff. Endoscopy in a few weeks to see if there is anything tasty down there deep in my esophagus. Acid reflux is a bitch and turns your esophagus lining into stomach lining. Actually changes the cell structure of the tissue. The pain I get is right in the middle of my lower chest. Mimics a heart attack but I had quite a few of those so I know the difference now. I already have dysplasia and it can turn into cancer if not watched. We will see soon
Anyway sorry for laying "some" of the shit that's been going on of late. The small stuff I'm used to.....like having no money and wondering how the fuck I'm gonna pay the bills 6 months down the road. Hard to make good money working when you can't really do the physical stuff you used to do and computer work sucks cause the screen kills my eyes after 2 hours straight of data processing.
What's left? Well doing what I love to do.............growing. The problem is I'm losing people left and right to the new dispensaries opening up around here. You can't sell it to them cause they have to buy it at chosen nurseries. Gov't bullshit is all it is. I wish I could move somewhere and just make a buck to live and die a happy man. My house is worth good money but I could never get a mortgage without showing any income. So I'm kind of stuck between a rock and a hard place
