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The Gaba is supposedly not "addicting".....but yer still a slave to an extent to it if you wanna sleep. I held off a month takin it....and when I went back to my (new, female) doc she was really cool when I told her about my past with the narcs and how leery I was of becoming another doc's fuckin puppet. She said I had drug PTSD... (to add to the rest of my PTSD) She's a great lady...and she's helped my wife immensely with heart issues...so I took her advice and started eating the damn pills. Can't complain.....though I wish they had a timed release one so I could eek out a bit more sleep.
Yeah...I read the stories on Erowid of the folks who abuse it. It's alot like a weed high from what they say....and large doses will do some weird shit. I had to...for once,,,,treat a med like a med on this one. After going outside my narc script hard/getting hooked up by a nurse in Canada I know who was mailing me large amounts of T3's on the side....I decided I'd color within the lines this time. I kicked my own ass hard that last go around....
See what yer doc says. It isn't "Gaba B" that our body produces (and that we tap for our high/the valium/tranq buzzz/etc.)...but it mimmicks those receptors closely. (Gaba A is what receives yer alcohol buzz) It's used for stopping seizures
@ 61...I'm fortunate it's the only pill I take. I do miss them damn narcs though. Couldn't talk her into Tramadol because of my past......that knocks me the fuck out too....on a half of a 50. Didn't ask for Demerol after that...LOL (my fave) There's also an anti-depressant that is used for sleep but I don't play in that realm...never have...and made it through the extreme darkness of losing my boy without em....so just told her "there's no way in Hell...." I'll eat that.....if you wanna fix my depression...get me high as fuck. Yup. Heehee...such fun this gettin old shit is...
Yeah...I read the stories on Erowid of the folks who abuse it. It's alot like a weed high from what they say....and large doses will do some weird shit. I had to...for once,,,,treat a med like a med on this one. After going outside my narc script hard/getting hooked up by a nurse in Canada I know who was mailing me large amounts of T3's on the side....I decided I'd color within the lines this time. I kicked my own ass hard that last go around....
See what yer doc says. It isn't "Gaba B" that our body produces (and that we tap for our high/the valium/tranq buzzz/etc.)...but it mimmicks those receptors closely. (Gaba A is what receives yer alcohol buzz) It's used for stopping seizures
@ 61...I'm fortunate it's the only pill I take. I do miss them damn narcs though. Couldn't talk her into Tramadol because of my past......that knocks me the fuck out too....on a half of a 50. Didn't ask for Demerol after that...LOL (my fave) There's also an anti-depressant that is used for sleep but I don't play in that realm...never have...and made it through the extreme darkness of losing my boy without em....so just told her "there's no way in Hell...." I'll eat that.....if you wanna fix my depression...get me high as fuck. Yup. Heehee...such fun this gettin old shit is...