#Heisenbeans Genetics

Inf Flux

Inf Flux

Alchemist
Jesselikes2grow said:
Ughh, seems a steady flow of dilemmas in my life. Having some issues with the wife over the grow, electric bill, and with the plant count. Mostly the plant count. A few experiments having to be put down the road a while. Hard to do side by sides, keep moms & clones, and pop new beans while maintaining plant count legality guidelines and a happy not pissed off at you wife. Can't a guy just grow, grow, grow some mo, mo, mo?
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Green_256 said:
that is one thing I have failed to mention! battles take care of each other! we always have and always will! I've only met a few buddy fuckers in all my time, most will give you everything they have for a fellow brother they have never met or served with! which is part the reason it Pisses me off that our gov. won't even lift a finger! follow battles will give their life for one another, but yet our gov. the ppl who have to power to do all! could even end world hunger if they choose too, can't even provide vets with the care that they need! I have to have both hips replaced! I'm told it's about 250k for each side! the fucking lady at the VA told me "well you better start saving" needless to say that was my last visit there! I think the benefits will be cut off soon bc I haven't been back in some time! but thankfully with the help of everyone here, my grow is doing amazing! and I've learned so much over the last few years from you guys, I've landed a hell of a position running a legal hemp farm! so hopefully soon, that 900$ joke of a check every month won't be missed!
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Heathenraider said:
I am no Sir , NCO's work for a living , Officers stand there and try to convince the world that they aren't morons
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Green_256 said:
I honestly can't say you should push or not, all depends on his situation! if everything else in his life is good, that's usually a good sign hes just trying to forget about the past and live his life as a civi(normal person) and move on!

if he's separate and having a lot of problems, then Id just suggest making it well known that your there to listen and won't hold any judgment or even comment! some guys do some haunting things over seas! 99% dont want to to talk about it never will! I personally just would rather forget most! but at the same time, I've had some of best times of my life while in! not everyone's experience is good, someone has to be on the receiving end of blanket party!
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Hooah.
Good advice here. I did three tours in Iraq. When I was getting med boarded out, one of the orthopedic docs told me I should get a psych eval and not to lie to them and pretend to be fine. I ended up with a 70% rating for PTSD.
I don't mind discussing the army but I don't talk about mosul, bahgdad nagaf or anywhere else we operated. I don't even take advantage of the Free meals on veterans day. "Thank you for your service" always make me feel uncomfortable. It's kinda thoughts and prayers ish.
People mean well but what is really done to help veterans who are struggling? Not fucking enough.
 
Heathenraider

Heathenraider

Heathen Basterd
Inf Flux said:
Hooah.
Good advice here. I did three tours in Iraq. When I was getting med boarded out, one of the orthopedic docs told me I should get a psych eval and not to lie to them and pretend to be fine. I ended up with a 70% rating for PTSD.
I don't mind discussing the army but I don't talk about mosul, bahgdad nagaf or anywhere else we operated. I don't even take advantage of the Free meals on veterans day. "Thank you for your service" always make me feel uncomfortable. It's kinda thoughts and prayers ish.
People mean well but what is really done to help veterans who are struggling? Not fucking enough.
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That's why We help each other, I was lucky or totally warped 0 PTSD but everyone is different
 
Inf Flux

Inf Flux

Alchemist
Heathenraider said:
That's why We help each other, I was lucky or totally warped 0 PTSD but everyone is different
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That's what I thought before the surgeons urged me to talk to psych. I must have been a handful to deal with. I'd been self medicating and using constant activity to not deal with my demons. 4 months of convalescent leave, sitting on my couch wearing an immobilizer kinda screwed up my whole deal. I still struggle to reclaim control of my emotions and cry for weird reasons. I had switched that off, when it switched back on it was without limits.
 
Green_256

Green_256

What's a SIP?
Inf Flux said:
That's what I thought before the surgeons urged me to talk to psych. I must have been a handful to deal with. I'd been self medicating and using constant activity to not deal with my demons. 4 months of convalescent leave, sitting on my couch wearing an immobilizer kinda screwed up my whole deal. I still struggle to reclaim control of my emotions and cry for weird reasons. I had switched that off, when it switched back on it was without limits.
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I had 2 months con leave! came back with more shit fucked up then when I left lmfao!
 
Greenthumbskunk

Greenthumbskunk

PICK YOUR OWN
Inf Flux said:
Naw I'm the guy in front. The dog handler would do that on dangerous terrain like the half assed irrigation canal bridge we were crossing. They're dog gets hurt and it's their ass.
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I heard about some canals that we're dug over their and when you walk through them you had to be real careful as they would lob shit from above down on ya. Need to talk to my cousin on what they were called.

I know he didn't like it over their. His main job was escorting product to awaiting planes or guarding the fields of poppy.
 
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