On a side note, I enjoy updating the journal. I've become very busy and exhausted lately and besides my family, this grow and this journal is truly one of the brightest points in my day. That isnt meant to sound sad. I'm just a really busy guy with not much time for anything and I'm basically saying I CHOOSE to grow and choose to be here when I do get that little bit of downtime. My plants are important to me and this "hobby" somehow, someway, brings me very great joy, genuine excitement and peace. The way I think and look at the world, they're aren't many things that give me those feelings anymore. Not even people. Truth is, I dont like most people, I tolerate them and be kind and helpful. Beyond family, Its THIS that makes me excited about tomorrow. Therapeutic AND rewarding. I LOVE my garden and I'll never let her go. I'm sure you understand my sentiment, as most of you have also, "caught the bug" if you will. I guess I'm just trying to say, For this gift, I am grateful beyond measure......... that is all..... carry on